Just a fine day of cold winter. It supposed to be snowing right now which could make outside much warmer. But it doesn't, and obviously, it's getting colder as time passes.
2040 - Numbers are such magical symbols, I believe. It has ultimate power to express everything which we cannot mean otherwise... And we can play with it however we want. So, we can make numbers only we can understand by using math. Amazing, huh?
Sometimes, just sometimes, life seems meaningless thing. Think about how your future could be changed by a single word you said or single action is more than enough as well. It's like mined area where you can't afford any mistake, cuz that single mistake could cost your life. Many says that it's okay to make mistake as long as you learn something from it, but no one talk about opportunity cost of making that tiny little mistake. It could be huge, because it could change your entire life, destiny, you name it.
So what? should be be careful every step we take, every word we say, every thing we do? Even if we want to do so, we cannot. We cannot because we are **** up animals who only cares about themselves. As long as we are okay with something, we'll do it or say it cuz majority of us doesn't give a single sh*t about others.
Yet, you know whats' the best part of it? We'll never know what would happen if we didn't make that mistake. That's the reason why people still lives happy, and that's what makes people even careless. I made a mistake, so what? you wanna see my tears as proof of my regret? Nahhhh man,
However, there are people like me, who regrets every single mistake they made, who afraid to make mistake every time they face with choices, and who prefer to being stack in their past while tryna live in future.
Fortunately, I just realized this isn't right way of living. So I left every fucked up thoughts of mine and decided to look straight forward. With the full right of making brand new mistakes... Hoping I could find peace of mind from there...
Bye, 2040~